erinthegreat

i feel like i've outgrown this little corner of deviant art. when i get to athens, i want to start afresh. a place to inspire me to create would be ideal, but i guess making another deviantart page would suffice. :/ i guess. i probably won't link to it from here but i'm thinking very few will care. at any rate, i'm very excited about my upcoming 'fresh start'! my first year at Ohio University. hopefully i'll learn a few things about graphic design, interactive multimedia, and visual communication...and which i can use to best serve my needs. but, more importantly, i hope to grow into a better person, a better friend, a better artist tha

i guess i'll post this here, too. i guess i'm looking for some kind of understanding, or something. i don't know yeah, erin had another one of her so-called epiphanies tonight. i guess i kind of figured things out; for myself, anyway. i believe that we're alone in this universe. i think we exist simply because of a lucky chance, coincidence, whatever. there's no higher meaning. we just are. on a slightly related topic: society's ideals are fucked up. truly, if everyone.....yeah, if........if everyone could view life more objectively, i think things might be better. of course, this could never happen. this is erin's lala land. but really

i really wanted you to stay and talk to me on the phone. i guess i wanted you to understand that without me telling you which is really unrealistic i don't know i get stupid when i let myself miss you too much